Is it possible to get rid of an unwanted fetish? How can I achieve this?
I have one that is extremely intrusive and the target of my fetish aren't people who I want to be with in real life. I don't even fap to it because it upsets me so much. I used to around the time I first started masturbating but eventually decided to stop and decided that if I ignored it then it didn't exist. I didn't have a problem with this for two or so years. Then suddenly a few months ago I broke and I've felt tortured ever since. This is becoming very self destructive and I just want it to all go away and enjoy a normal life. I don't want to depend on something that disgusts me and makes me hate myself for my release. I don't feel any real pull towards things I'd rather be attracted to. It's like I'm forcing it.

I want this nightmare to be over.