My son.. I think he's evil. I myself have some pretty bad problems. I've recently been told by my shrink that there's a strong chance I have ASPD. I got out of prison not too long again. Non-violent drug offenses but still. I can't hold a steady job. I refer to lying as a "necessary tool". Some things that are innocent and pure are corny and stupid to me. I've hurt the person who loves me most time and again. I have redeeming qualities I'm not a complete monster but I can see my severe flaws and have set out to fix them.

My son is only 5 but he's got a severe mean streak. A strong sense of entitlement and I'm not sure if he experiences genuine regret and remorse for hurting others. Yes he's been through a lot. While I was incarcerated my family was homeless. But I've been around people who were living in extreme poverty and abusive environments. Everyone deals with it differently.

ASPD, ODD etc. These conditions can and are passed on genetically. His teacher has said he displays the traits of ODD. He has what I call "the compulsion". It's an intense urge to do what I know is wrong. I feel it physically I feel almost a sick tingle when I resist. It's like a magnet just tugging at me without any relief. It drove me to do things just to stir trouble just to be mischievous. I reveled in it while doing it but would always feel sorry for myself and ask myself why I had to do these things to make my life harder. He's going through the same thing now I know it. When people asked me why I misbehaved as a child I'd say I don't know. I really didn't know. Same with my son. He does not know why. Worse yet he tries to blame it on others tries to relieve himself of any guilt or wrongdoing. He's more advanced in whatever we have than I was at his age. His list of recent infractions include lying and concealing evidence of wrongdoing and he has a fascination with spitting on people. He's also incredibly sneaky and has to be supervised very closely a lot of the time.