>>16407260We all tease eache other of everything.
One recent fuck up, was that I teased one friend, who stayed up quite late, was a bit desperate to receive birthdays congratulations by waiting after midnight. She reacted as expected.
Then, I joked on another friend's bithday, who doesn't usually stay up late, that she wasn't quite desperate like that friend.
First friend got upset.
Other friend that isn't talking to me.
Months ago, life was crumbling, did a lot of shit. Talk to friend about what happened. Confess I smoked (not the worse thing that I did). He ask if I stopped. Say yes, I wasn't smoking then.
Now, went out with groups of friends. No more alcohol. Bought 2 cigarrettes to a friend. Smoked a bit. Hadn't smoked since confessing to friend. Friend got mad, said that I lied to him.
I didn't promisse him that I would never do it again or something. Just that I wasn't smoking. And at that time, I wasn't. And now, a few puffs and he is acting like I stabbed him in the back.
The worst thing is that he told other friends who weren't there what happened. At least these ones didn't see much problem, just told me to take care with these things.
I don't even like smoking.
>>16407261Father died when one year after I was born. I will probably visit his grave soon though.
From the stories that I hear, he was quite a kind and strong hero. I hope I am not disappointing him.
Maybe he's left some wisdom to persevere, afterall. At least for one issue.
