Long story short, I had sex for the first time with a female friend of mine. Despite wanting to have sex in general, and with her specifically, I didn't really feel anything at any point. I suppose I thought there was this magic to sex that made it so desirable to everyone. Playing with her boobs (C cups), for instance, wasn't nearly as great as I thought it would be. Even when I was inside her. It was warm, I guess, but that was it. Before I ask why this might have been, I think it might have had something to do with the next part.

I'm about 6' and I think she's probably 5' or 5'2. So that made things...difficult to figure out. I, apparently, also have a much bigger dick than her previous boyfriend, so she wasn't used to it. The condoms she had in her room were a bit tight on me, so I think that might have been part of it. She also had a really small vagina, I had to be careful not to hit the other side. I'm hard pressed to say it was good sex--I never came, or even got close to it, with two attempts.

Was it the difference in body size, the tight condom, is there something wrong with me? I've been very angry recently, and this actually wasn't (and hasn't been) the top thing on my mind for awhile. I first kissed a girl a few years back, because she kind of liked me, and I remember not feeling anything then either.