Uncommitted relationship. Basically we used to fuck but have this agreement that we don't fuck anyone else. I won't lie and say that I'm the one who wants us to stay as just friends...lately I've been so clingy with this girl and I've driven off those little affections she used to give me.

Now in 3 months I'll be heading back to my home country. I really want this girl's affections again it's driving me nuts...I'm just a sook I guess so basically how do I get her off my mind and leave an avenue for potential sex with eachother in the future and for her to give me those cute little affections she used to do, I loved that stuff.

Or am I just completely fucked? She barely calls or texts me anymore. 3 days ago she gave me a headjob after I kinda forced her....I but it's been like 2 weeks since we fucked and I don't think she's into fucking me anymore. I just want to fuck her again and have all that cute little affectionate shit she used to give me :(

I know the best approach would just be to ignore her for a while, but I'm having anxiety about how much time I have left in this country.