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>Be me 3/10 guy meets the perfect chick for me
>we fall in love after 5 days never getting away from each other
> problem is she lives 2 hours from me
> we feel in love over Skype
> I never had a girlfriend before
> and this is where I fucked up
> I showed my friend her nudes
> she finds out from friend but she never brings it up
> I feel so fucking guilty she had no friends
> had many interrupted suicide attempts
> I was the only person that she talked to
> I became a hermit sitting in front of computer
> I help her get her first job she picks up her academics
> family hate her kicks her out for weeks at a time
> I'm still feeling the guilt
> being the gutless person I am I avoid that one >fuckup we both know we know but I always >change the subject
> we had our first kiss together
> did oral for first time together
> ffs she was my first girl hug
> I decide to stop running from issue I bring it up
> she knew but wasn't sure
> she says she hasn't but I'm sure she has lost all >trust in me
> this chick brought my grades up from Es and >fails to C and even the odd B
> I tell her I'm pathetic sick person for what I did
> she says she forgives me I don't think so
> I don't forgive myself I honestly would have felt >less guilty if she left me I'm the only person she
>trust and I fucked with her head
> do I ever regain this trust I lost
> I think it will take time but I want to know
> what you guys think
>we fall in love after 5 days never getting away from each other
> problem is she lives 2 hours from me
> we feel in love over Skype
> I never had a girlfriend before
> and this is where I fucked up
> I showed my friend her nudes
> she finds out from friend but she never brings it up
> I feel so fucking guilty she had no friends
> had many interrupted suicide attempts
> I was the only person that she talked to
> I became a hermit sitting in front of computer
> I help her get her first job she picks up her academics
> family hate her kicks her out for weeks at a time
> I'm still feeling the guilt
> being the gutless person I am I avoid that one >fuckup we both know we know but I always >change the subject
> we had our first kiss together
> did oral for first time together
> ffs she was my first girl hug
> I decide to stop running from issue I bring it up
> she knew but wasn't sure
> she says she hasn't but I'm sure she has lost all >trust in me
> this chick brought my grades up from Es and >fails to C and even the odd B
> I tell her I'm pathetic sick person for what I did
> she says she forgives me I don't think so
> I don't forgive myself I honestly would have felt >less guilty if she left me I'm the only person she
>trust and I fucked with her head
> do I ever regain this trust I lost
> I think it will take time but I want to know
> what you guys think
