I have one more semester in my science undergrad degree. Exams coming up and all I'm doing is despairing on the point of it all and watching porn. I got good grades for the past 2.5 years but this semester I just felt like giving up.

Used to be happy doing this degree and was hoping for career as scientist. But the reality of the funding system made me feel extremely guilty. Couple that with not having part time job or extracurriculars due to being a dumbass with poor social skills.

I feel like my brain is all fried up but I want to at least finish my degree. Once I'm done with the degree, I don't know what will drive me anymore and I'll probably end up a NEET.