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>have OCD
>part of your daily ritual is visiting the places that meant something to you as a kid and "reliving" old memories with your imagination
>even if those places (and you) significantly changed and you're incapable of feeling the same joy you used to have while being there
>realize it's meaningless but the compulsion is too strong
It's the same damn shit every day. Go there, feel nothing, get disappointed, go home and do it all again the next day. I tried to break the habit, but eventually I still return.
What am I supposed to do? I'm tired of running in circles already (not to mention me staring at houses that have new owners nowadays makes me look like some sort of a creep, and if someone commits some crime I may be the prime suspect since no one mentally healthy just goes to the same house every day, stares at it for minutes and just leaves) and prescribed medications are about as helpful as a pile of dog shit.
Moving somewhere else, unfortunately, is not an option
>part of your daily ritual is visiting the places that meant something to you as a kid and "reliving" old memories with your imagination
>even if those places (and you) significantly changed and you're incapable of feeling the same joy you used to have while being there
>realize it's meaningless but the compulsion is too strong
It's the same damn shit every day. Go there, feel nothing, get disappointed, go home and do it all again the next day. I tried to break the habit, but eventually I still return.
What am I supposed to do? I'm tired of running in circles already (not to mention me staring at houses that have new owners nowadays makes me look like some sort of a creep, and if someone commits some crime I may be the prime suspect since no one mentally healthy just goes to the same house every day, stares at it for minutes and just leaves) and prescribed medications are about as helpful as a pile of dog shit.
Moving somewhere else, unfortunately, is not an option
