Was a depressed little bitch for two years. Finally decide that's enough. Quit smoking, eat healthy, read often, workout, listen to motivational videos everyday, meditate everyday and drink tea and water only, take up learning about philosophy/life and slowly but surely am beating my anxiety. Here's the thing though why do I still lack social skills? I get alot of attention from women because they think I'm "So cute" but I can't relate to things they talk about ( I don't just mean women I mean can't relate to men to and any age). What am I missing? I try to be in the present moment but even then when I try to force a conversation I just go blank.