hey /adv/
never posted on here before
I just really need someone to tell me:
>what do you do about feelings of humiliation?

one of my old friends had sex with my ex gf
he's got a huge dick, and my ex mentioned to me how "well endowed" he was after they fucked, probably to hurt me
I feel like that "friend" humiliated me, real bad
I hate all my weakness and insecurities now for somehow proving how much of a faggot loser he made me

how do I cope with this?

I can't even think about sex without picturing that dude fucking my first gf, grinning to himself about how much of a cuck I am
it makes me sick with rage and jealousy
masturbation is usually one of my top pleasures since I am sad as fuck every day, but now I feel like I can't even enjoy that

what fucking do?