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Hey /adv/ i need some help.
I've pigeonholed my life to a point where i just don't see much hope. I think about suicide every single day, and although I've been concerned and stressed for a long time, it's only recently that i catch myself more seriously thinking about the 'when' and 'how' and how to avoid hurting my loved ones.
my problems in life are a combination of bold-risktaking gone wrong, not having a degree or job prospects in general, and struggling with self employment. essentially i'm at a spot where i can get by and pay (most) bills if i work my ass off, but i cannot get out of this situation because of having to spend the time working. additionally i'm ugly as fuk and struggle with that quite a bit.
What the hell do i do? i honestly don't see a way out. i threw my life away chasing a dream that turned out to be a complete utter delusion. i also feel like a total failure and living with the humiliation of having massively overestimated myself is the worst.
I've pigeonholed my life to a point where i just don't see much hope. I think about suicide every single day, and although I've been concerned and stressed for a long time, it's only recently that i catch myself more seriously thinking about the 'when' and 'how' and how to avoid hurting my loved ones.
my problems in life are a combination of bold-risktaking gone wrong, not having a degree or job prospects in general, and struggling with self employment. essentially i'm at a spot where i can get by and pay (most) bills if i work my ass off, but i cannot get out of this situation because of having to spend the time working. additionally i'm ugly as fuk and struggle with that quite a bit.
What the hell do i do? i honestly don't see a way out. i threw my life away chasing a dream that turned out to be a complete utter delusion. i also feel like a total failure and living with the humiliation of having massively overestimated myself is the worst.
