>>16409002I don't really know. Is it not normal to have waves come over you in public where you just want to be back home lying in bed alone? That kind of feeling.
And if there has to be a reason it could be lots of things, I don't know. I miss my long distance fiancee so much every day, I feel like I'm failing my classes (math major) despite doing nothing but studying 24/7 and I don't understand why, even though I don't party any more or anything, big tests coming up that I'm scared about, got terminated from being a lab rat for an ongoing psych experiment recently which means less money, no emotional relationship with parents at all, stuff like that I guess. I don't know why really though, it might just be stress.
I still feel like this now, even though I'm working.
