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>TL;DR Thought about suicide, don't think I wanna do it though. What should I do instead?
You know it's funny, I never thought I'd be the one contemplating suicide but the thought keeps crossing my mind.
I don't think I'll do it because I shivered just typing that out, but it's crazy to think that I've hit a point where not living is starting to seem like a viable option to fix everything. What's even funnier is that nobody would even guess that I'm feeling this way. So what am I supposed to do now? I'm too afraid to get help (and I'm skeptical about how well it'll work anyway).
At least I wouldn't be the first in the family to do it.
You know it's funny, I never thought I'd be the one contemplating suicide but the thought keeps crossing my mind.
I don't think I'll do it because I shivered just typing that out, but it's crazy to think that I've hit a point where not living is starting to seem like a viable option to fix everything. What's even funnier is that nobody would even guess that I'm feeling this way. So what am I supposed to do now? I'm too afraid to get help (and I'm skeptical about how well it'll work anyway).
At least I wouldn't be the first in the family to do it.
