There are multiple girls who have feelings for me.
I didn't intend for this to happen, it just happened.
I feel very strongly for them. I don't think I can "just choose" one. It feels like choosing one over the other is like choosing what child to sacrifice. I don't think I can do that. I think if I do, I really wont be able to be who I am. I'll contradict a lot of things I try to live by.

Some are chummy with each others. One doesn't get along with any of the others at all.
I feel protective of them. Then again, I feel protective over all people in my life.

If I could just choose, I would, but I don't know how to do this. I've known some of them for a very long time. I care for them all. I obviously can't give all of them a monogamous relationship.

I was thinking of maybe just moving. That wouldn't really fix the problem though, idk maybe it would. I've voiced my concern about this kind of thing to all of them at one point or another, and I've pretty much gotten something along the lines of "just pick". I'm pretty deep in this. I know this is very irresponsible and selfish of me.

Any advice at all would be appreciated.