I feel... conflicted now. I use to think I didn't like black women like at all. I told myself that "Black women don't turn me on at all! I am just going to stick to dating non-blacks".

Then a few weeks ago, I met and started dating a black girl and ended up having sex with her last night. I have never cum so hard in my fucking life. I usually cum like a puny two to three dribbled squirts. This time I came 8-9 ROPES of ejaculate. I sprayed from her vagina all the way up to the base her neck. She is like 5 feet and 10 inches tall. Amazing butt, nice stomach. She has like that v-cut thing going on where her abdomen meets her ass hips I guess? Very sexy.

I loved feeling her smooth brown skin and seeing her brown eyes. I feel bad thinking about it because I use to think "Forget black women, I could never like one." and now I am fucking one.

I guess what I am trying to figure out.. What do I do? I kind of feel like an asshole because now I feel conflicted because I thought black women wouldn't turn me on and now I don't know what to feel or think. Picture isn't her but similar body type. Especially in the butt region.