>>1986877>Any tips?Give it away or destroy it, immediately. No bond is possible. Unless you have devoted literally millions of dollars to a palatial terrarium you are inconveniencing this lifeform, it won't ever like being handled, and you will never be able to satisfactorily interact with it.
If you really need to torture a life, pick something less advanced, preferably non-eukaryotic, otherwise non-animal. Try gardening, the plants will give you the same detectable emotional response.