>>649219769Met my biological father maybe 3 times
Earliest memories are only of him beating mom
Mother worked too often and too poor to afford sitter so my sister who was 3 years older would watch me
She would beat the fucking shit out of me and molest me pretty much daily
Beatings ranged from placing knees on my arms and punching/spitting on my face to smashig my head against the walls
Molestation ranged from fondling my junk to pissing on my face
One particular time she sat on my arms and poured gallons on gallons of water on my face
moms still at work and sis would get in trouble pretty much daily, but still too poor to afford sitter
Only retaliated seriously twice
Once she threw me and my head hit the dresser so I choked her until she started vomiting
Second time when I had already graduated highschool, hoe was acting up so I threw her against the wall and choked her.
Also, she's stabbed me before
>mfw it affects my marriage because I can't show emotion or excitement. 
