Post in this thread if you share the pain of waking up every day wishing you were a beautiful woman, especially if you are a very heavy/masculine man and hate every second of it. Double especially if you would have gone MTF/tranny/shemale/transexual but you are too old, or would look otherwise hideous.

>born a man
>can never dress in cute, sexy, or slutty clothes
>will never be able to put on make up
>can never experience sexuality guilt free
>will always just be a faggot
>will always have to hide that I'm a faggot
>will always have to conform to masculine roles
>will never be able to be the person I want to be
>born too poor to be able to afford hormones at an early age
>masculine jaw, brow, nose, hairline, hands, feet, shoulders so would just look like a tranny even if I took hormones
>too poor to ever be able to afford surgery

I didn't even get a choice in this matter.