>>939186I absolutely feel the same way. It's not just the guilt of current idleness, but the guilt from being idle in the times that I needed to take action.
For example,
>idleness during my highschool years and just sitting on my ass>idleness during most of my college years (3 out of 4) and just sitting on my assThat's 7 years of doing pretty much jack shit. It was when I realized I was a stunted, developmentally lagged manchild that I realized my situation: I was in stagnation. And that didn't sit well with me...
This is what motivates me, making up for all of those years lost. I know I will never regain those years, but I can sure as hell maximize my time to the fullest. I believe that the future belongs to those who make the best use of their time.