How long has it been since someone else cooked for you?

I used to be better at cooking food for myself but my general depressive state leaves me with about enough anthusiasm to cook rice and throw beans and vegetables on top of it.

I miss my mom's chili and even her meatloaf, and I miss how she had so many friends who would cook (good or bad) and how I could tag along and be fed god tier mexican food or white people bbq midwestern comfort casseroles.

Nowadays the only hot food I can usually get that I dont make myselc is $1 sandwiches from kwik trip on wednesdays.

My grandma and uncle are diabetic and my grandma cant cook well at all, plus now they live 6-7 hours away due to the shitty econony so I cant even eat her stuffing made with a whole tub of country crock or reformed barely warmed ham log slices which was shitty but made with love and nostalgia.

I wish I was good at making friends so I could at least contribute something and/or help clean up but I am shit at it and wont talk to people for weeks or months at a time.

Anyways tell me about how great your friends and family are and post pics of their food or food you cook for them.