I started my journey wow, 5 years ago now, as a average male. Ok with girls but I always knew I needed more. Fit showed me the way and I followed the ways of zyzz and others to atain my natty goals. I became alpha and got a qtpi gf. I went to collage and joined a frat and raged face. Sleapt with many women and had a blast. Recently my qt3.14 has left me I was okay with it at first returning to university and slamming slams guilt free. But lately I've realized my once perfect body has deteriorated through partying. How can I find the confidence to rail slams without confidence in my self. I find myself longing for a gf. Slams mean nothing to me anymore. My feels are the heaviest thing I carry. So I'm back fit. I never wanted to come back but here I am. Give me some motivation and feels. I'm back on my journey will post current physique and stats. Pic related me at peek.