I'm extremely overweight (5'7" 370 pounds) I've been dieting and losing weight (I was 420 at my maximum).

I was looking at weight loss pics for inspiration and noticed a ton of loose skin on somebody. I looked into it more and read it's a definite for somebody of my size once they lose weight. I absolutely can not ever ever afford surgery and now I'm scared to lose weight because I don't want to look like this.

Is it honestly not possible to lose weight without loose skin? I don't have any real noticeable stretch marks for some reason, is that a good or bad thing, or does it mean anything about whether or not my skin will snap back?

I'm starting to think I should stick with my original plan and just kill myself, I'm just destined to be fucking disgusting no matter what I do

pic not even slightly related.