So i accepted that i am a total autist when it comes to girls and even though i was very popular back in school and dated a lot of the younger chicks and could have deflorated them all, i managed to totaly mess up my love life until now in my 20s and this probably will not change anymore. I was just born with some kind of social anxiety. I have friends, but i cant even smile back at girls when they smile at me. I can just look like a mean asshole and scare them off.
So i wonder if its worth it to strive for wealth and success in job and just fuck whores, or should i just end myself? Is a good life possible without a relationship?