Does anyone els feel small?

I know I'm not hug or zyzz but do I look good?

I feel okay in the real word but as soon as I walk into the gym I feel so fucking small. Not only that but I look at huge yoked fuckers and think how fucking small they are.

I was watching some nigger that was so roided up on YouTube and I realized I could t stop myself from thinking the dude looks small.

Am I retarded? I mean like more then is acceptable on /fit/.

I have been very depressed because of this. Haven't went to the gym in three days and have been binge eating all week.

Here is a pic I just took after eating a bag of hot Cheetos and contemplating suicide

Help me