How do I fucking deal with this shit? I mean, I wake up at like 5 am just to get to the gym, where I work out/shit/shower and head straight to work. Then, I get home at about 6pm, and I have about 4 hours to myself before I have to go to sleep so that I can wake up at 5 the next day. And those hours include cooking and eating, prepping my shit for the next day, and whatever else.

How is a persons supposed to find time, in that short span, to enjoy himself, develop himself into a person he wants to be, relax, and overall self-actualize?

It's fucking impossible. What am I missing? How is anybody ever happy with themselves?