>going to uni where ~10% of students finish a year, studying computer things
>but cant study, too lazy
ayy lmao, not sleeping because I am watching movies and shitposting here
also no plan B, would probably have to kill self or something later on
>ignore the fact you are getting fat
>ignore the fact you have been lonely and completely friendless in the last 4 or so years
>ignore the fact you are broke and jobless also for years
>ignore that you are also ugly
>ignore everything bad in life, its all worth it man, you got into a really important uni, no unemployment, 6 digits starting, doing important stuff
>in a society that runs on technology, where hardly anyone in society knows how technology works, you are going to be that guy man, you are going to know, you are going to be one of the most useful members of society
>>>but I just cant fucking start to study
ayy lmao, I dont want to be a filthy criminal or manual laborer, or work some unessential, non-technical, unimportant, worthless job
guess I should end self and make way for others, dont know what else is there, cant explain my existence to myself if I fail this school, to fail it would be to go against all my opinions, ideals, thoughts, values........ and I just cant study
