>>14273585These last few months have been pretty productive.
I've started going to the gym more and eating healthier only going full out with whatever the fuck I want to eat on Saturday and Sunday. I'm starting to develop abs. my whole upper body is looking good and I haven't forgotten to pay attention to my legs either.
I've found various massage parlors that offer FS near where I live so I got to lose my virginity to a cute Korean "Masseuse". The experiance was terrible but I've been practicing and practicing since then at various parlors.
I still have no friends and will probably never be in a relationship, but I'm happier being with myself then I've ever been.
Going to try and ask for a raise at my job the beginning of next month. I really hope I get it and they just don't call my bluff realizing I need them more than they probably need me after my mom lost her job and I had to pay the majority of the rent/bills/food.
