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Anonymous Mon 19 Oct 2015 07:55:21 No.5097988 View Reply Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5118927 >>5118995 >>5120449 >>5120505 >>5121640 >>5126337 >>5127121 >>5127473 >>5127750

How badly do you cringe when you think back to your denial phase?

>inb4 "I was never in denial lol"

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 21 Oct 2015 11:19:50 No.5108398 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5108417

>>5108311
>"Are you bisexual"
>"Nuuu"(said without conviction)
>"faggot sure ya aint"

Vivi !5znK1LdKsA

Vivi !5znK1LdKsA Wed 21 Oct 2015 11:20:51 No.5108399 Report Delete

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>>5108181
not basic awareness, just lots of repression

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 21 Oct 2015 11:29:00 No.5108416 Report Delete

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>>5108385
I don't really see the need for such specific labels, but I guess so. I feel like the equivalent of a straight guy who sometimes does gay shit on the side, you know? But the gay girl version.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 21 Oct 2015 11:29:43 No.5108417 Report Delete

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>>5108398

Thing is people rarely ask that, most people think in gay and straight. Say no to gay and they'll assume you're straight or lying.

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 21 Oct 2015 11:58:46 No.5108479 Report Delete

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>fap at pics of naked women
>"if I was as hot as her all guys would want to fuck me. the thought of me being desired by guys turns me on"
>totally straight

>stare at girls' bodies after gym class
>"im just jealous because my puberty is late"
>totally straight

Anonymous

Anonymous Wed 21 Oct 2015 13:17:59 No.5108778 Report Delete

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>>5108230
Don't worry, I'm working on it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Thu 22 Oct 2015 18:40:37 No.5114599 Report Delete

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Shoutout to everyone struggling with compulsory heterosexuality, still figuring out what feelings are real and what feelings are learned.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 23 Oct 2015 19:05:18 No.5118840 Report Delete

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>live in Middle East and grow up thinking gays are bad people and have mental disorders
>date guys all the time
>for some reason, it doesn't feel right at all and I want to hurt the guys I date for dating me
>watch Sailor Moon
>see gays can be normal people
>watch the last season and start thinking how nice it would be to date someone who can become girl and guy at will
>realize I like girls too
>dump boyfriend, watch more yurishit and start dating girls
>being with girls feels so heavenly and so right
I never looked back.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 23 Oct 2015 19:21:47 No.5118915 Report Delete

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>>5098497
>my feelings are fabricated because I want to be cool
I'm really curious if anyone who had thought this has ever actually been correct. I do this with my feelings all the time and I'm beginning to suspect that it's all bullshit.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 23 Oct 2015 19:24:14 No.5118927 Report Delete

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>>5097988

I must've been about 11 and I remember seeing a shirtless guy on tv and I looked at him differently and felt differently. I actually thought to myself that it's weird how I used to be able to look at shirtless guys without feeling a thing, what was different. Annnnd, basically for the next few months I tried my hardest to not accept it and stopped looking at most boys I found attractive. Still liked girls too which was nice.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 23 Oct 2015 19:39:02 No.5118995 Report Delete

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>>5097988
>every boy secretly wants to be a girl
>it apparently doesn't mean anything that I'd rather be the bottom
>I'm straight as can be
>It's just about the clothes
>I can quit anytime
>don't hate me Jesus

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 00:55:07 No.5120449 Report Delete

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>>5097988
I never really had a true "nuh uhhh I'm not gay" phase, but I more or less just kept gay thoughts out of my head and focused on girls and religion. By my High School senior year, I just gave up and said "anon, you're bi. Just deal with it." And from there on I was pretty happy with myself.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 01:08:56 No.5120488 Report Delete

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>>5103267
I'm 24 and I'm just as confused.
Calling yourself bi was something only straight girls did.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 01:14:47 No.5120505 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5121386

>>5097988
i wash suck a fucking faggot, oh my god i hate the fact i was that person at some point in my life

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 01:58:28 No.5120695 Report Delete

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>>5102153
you went to 400/8 in a month?? that seems to be a huge dose regardless

Kendra !cNuRdOezwU

Kendra !cNuRdOezwU Sat 24 Oct 2015 07:07:08 No.5121358 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5121391

Not really sure I was ever in denial, more just not wanting to admit it to others once I figured out I was trans. It took me years to figure it out. In hindsight, there were a lot of signs, but I was oblivious to them until I started stumbling onto TG themed shit like Fictionmania in early high school.

Once I figured it out, I just got insanely paranoid about anyone else figuring it out. There were things I grappled with, though. Mostly my sexuality. Figured out I liked girls, but not vaginas, and that I like dicks, but guys were mad gross. This left me very confused and unsure on things for awhile. Starting HRT kinda sorted things out for me (which makes sense given how fucked up my hormone levels were before then).

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 07:33:59 No.5121386 Report Delete

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>>5120505

please go into detail

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 07:44:24 No.5121391 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5121619

>>5121358
>Starting HRT kinda sorted things out for me
So what's the conclusion?
(which makes sense given how fucked up my hormone levels were before then)
How so?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 07:45:52 No.5121396 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5121440

>Friend and i naked together
>Jerking off together in his bed
>He's jerking my dick, giving me orgasms multiple times a night
>Nothing wrong with that
>Friend offers to suck dick
>Nope, that's gay, can't do that. Just jerk me off

I'm bi currently, but he's the only person I've done anything with aside from my wife. But i love the idea of a guy jerking me off, and jerking him off. I also love things up my butt...

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 08:23:10 No.5121440 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5121452

>>5121396

what made you 2 cross that line?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 08:34:13 No.5121452 Report Delete

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>>5121440

He was pretty hyper sexual anyways. He told me later that it went as far as him meeting with an older guy when he was 14 and blowing him while the older guy drove him somewhere. He had been bugging me to suck my dick for a long time, and i finally gave in, but after a few seconds, i thought that made me gay, and stopped him.

Looking back, i wish i had let him finish

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 08:52:53 No.5121470 Report Delete

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> 12 start using sharpies to fuck myself with, never even considered that I might like guys
>13 me and friends would say super gay shit to eachother and I realized I'm really quit fond of it
> start imagining what I'd do if I was in a bathroom stall and a cock came through a gloryhole
> "I mean yea I'd suck it, but that's because... because I want to try it."
>14 start to develop crush on two friends and a guy from I didn't know
>"There my friends, of course I like them and I only want to be that one guys friend, not fuck him"
>"I only jack off to emo guys because they're so girly"
>15 "okay fuck it I'm bi but I'm not a faggot, I only like twinks and feminine guys and i certainly don't want to bottom"
>"but I really want to suck dick... and get fucked, but only because it feels good"
>19 "Jesus Christ I wish my friend was gay so I could be his little bitch"
> TFW I have a crush on my best friend from kindergarten but I haven't talked to him in nearly 3 years

Kendra !cNuRdOezwU

Kendra !cNuRdOezwU Sat 24 Oct 2015 10:21:08 No.5121619 Report Delete

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>>5121391
I'm straight. Guys only. They went from being gross as hell to sexy as fuck.

As for hormones, my T levels were in range, but kinda lower (357 right before HRT, I think). They also dropped real fast when I self medded briefly for three weeks to about 63. Can't remember if I did 100mg of spiro a day then or 200. Either way, I'm pretty sure that's a crazy drop in that span of time. Oh and my E was at 50 before HRT. Definitely above male levels so things were kinda fucked for awhile for me lol.

Anonymous

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Anonymous Sat 24 Oct 2015 10:31:26 No.5121640 Report Delete

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>>5097988
Him and Armin needs to fuck... SERIOUSLY!

Usually I don't recommend it for straights, but those two will love it with each other.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 12:10:25 No.5126098 Report Delete

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>>5099775
>I have no Adam's apple, perpetual teen voice despite the T shots, wide hips, narrow shoulders
have you had tests for androgen insensitivity? Your Adam's apple should have developed on T.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 12:46:11 No.5126216 Report Delete

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>nobody thinks vaginas look good, they're just supposed to be functional
>guys going down on girls is just a porn meme, right?
>I need a man in my porn to self-insert better, I'm focused on the girl, I s-swear!
>Okay, I'm not gay, I'm just in love with that one specific guy, and that's only because I admire him and want to be more like him... It's basically a mancrush, that's normal, right? I'm sure I heard that term being used by straight men, which I totally also am!

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 12:53:25 No.5126245 Report Delete

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>>5098162
literally me

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 13:10:23 No.5126337 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127122

>>5097988
Not too bad. I was always very self-conscious about the fact that I might be in denial. Just led to a bunch of circular thinking.

>I really wish I was a girl
>I might be trans
>Trans people are rare, I'm probably not actually one, this is just a fanciful thought
>But trans people are also commonly in denial, so what if I'm in denial?
>That's too simple and clean of a story for me to believe that it's actually happening to me. My emotions are always stupidly hard to describe.
>Maybe I'm just telling myself that to feel unique? I could just be in denial.
>But everyone always says they'd be happy to turn into a girl for a day. I just wouldn't mind more!
>But nobody says they'd want to stay a girl like me...
>They probably just don't want to sound trans.
>But what if *I* am just trying to not sound trans as part of being in denial!?
>But I don't really hate being a man that much...
>Well actually I hate expectations of masculinity and my ballsack is pretty shit....
>Maybe I'm just a feminine guy...
>Actually, now that I think about it, I REALLY hate my dick...
>But it's not really a sex thing (I thought this was a requirement for some reason)

And on and on it went.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 14:54:41 No.5126940 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127102

eighth fucking grade
>"I feel guilty, watching this porn is basically cheating on my gf"
>"this furry porn is ok, since it's not real"

>"I feel like "bisexual" doesn't describe me, since it implies I'm attracted to BOTH; *I'm* pansexual since I find EITHER gender attractive"

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 15:48:38 No.5127102 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127148

>>5126940
What is the difference between being attracted to "both" vs "either"?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 15:52:31 No.5127121 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127129

>>5097988
>implying you're still not in denial about the need to kill yourself.
Just because you've accepted you're a massive faggot, doesn't mean you still don't need to kill yourself.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 15:52:41 No.5127122 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127369

>>5126337
>my head for the past 2 months
I want it to stop. I want to be able to tell myself "yes I am fucking trans" before my depression gets really bad, because I feel like I can't bring myself to see a therapist unless I am sure.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 15:53:29 No.5127129 Report Delete

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>>5127121
lol n1

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 15:53:54 No.5127130 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127407 >>5127850

>>5098109
>dicks are gross.
why do all dykes use dildos then?
even as a lesbian your baser instincts still tell you to love taking cock.
>all women are bisexual.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 15:58:43 No.5127148 Report Delete

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>>5127102
exactly why I'm ashamed of thinking it.
more like an "I don't care about gender, I fall in love with what's inside" kind of fake-progressive bullshit.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 16:49:32 No.5127369 Report Delete

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>>5127122
If you're depressed and not sure, you should see a therapist anyway.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 16:55:58 No.5127407 Report Delete

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>>5127130
Alternatively: It feels good to have things deep inside my vagina, despite not being attracted to men or penises. Therefore, my wife and I use a dildo in order to deeply stimulate our vaginas.

But whatever, keep telling yourself you can bang a lesbian if you really tried.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 17:03:28 No.5127449 Report Delete

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>>5100112
>2010: Guys kissing is gross.
>2015: Damn, that picture's hot.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 17:07:22 No.5127473 Report Delete

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>>5097988
This >>>/r9k/23704776

This needs to stop! We're not in denial, we don't wanna become gay, stop derailing!

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 17:17:54 No.5127526 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127631

>Had a longtime friend come out to me as gay.
>Told him I didn't care, we'd been friends too long for that to matter.
>We were hanging out one night and ended up naked on his couch.
>I'm laying on top of him, kissing him passionately.
>Him: "So what's the deal, Anon. Are you gay,too?"
>Me: "I...don't think so..."

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 17:41:28 No.5127631 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127687

>>5127526
Where do you people find such slutty friends?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 17:50:08 No.5127687 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127756

>>5127631
that isn't slutty

Not that anon, but they seam to find me. I can count the number of people I've initiated sexual relations with on one hand, but I'd need many pages to list all that I've had sex with.

It's a sub's life...

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 18:01:19 No.5127750 Report Delete

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>>5097988
I used to write journals when I was like 13 about how hard it was to be a bisexual who liked men about 99% of the time

>I'm not gay, that's for sure!

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 18:02:49 No.5127756 Report Delete

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>>5127687
>It's a sub's life...

Yeah, no. As sub you need to build a relationship and know you can trust your partner, and that takes time. If you just let everyone fuck you, you're a beta slut, not a sub.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 18:21:30 No.5127850 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127877

>>5127130
I'm the person you replied to and it's not the phallic shape of it that bothers me, it's the feel, the look, and the cum.
I'm just not attracted to penises, I don't understand why that's such a problem for you, it's not like who or what I'm attracted to affects you in any way.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 18:28:22 No.5127877 Report Delete

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>>5127850
>I don't understand why that's such a problem for you, it's not like who or what I'm attracted to affects you in any way
Fucking Communists

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 18:53:12 No.5127969 Report Delete

Quoted By: >>5127975

pretty bad
>purple is the manliest color, that's why it's my favorite
>shaving your legs isnt gay, I'm just doing it for swim team
>anal isn't gay, it feels good for everyone. I just want double the pleasure
>I just like playing female characters in vidya games because I like to stare at their butts
>I just connect with guys better on a personal level, im not physically attracted to them.
>everyone else wants to be a girl too right? totally normal
>I just want long viking hair
I wish I would have given up mormonism and started transitioning before i got SWOL and a manface

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 18:54:34 No.5127975 Report Delete

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>>5127969
you sound mildly retarded.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 18:56:01 No.5127982 Report Delete

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>"I'm thinking of the guy more because i know how dicks look like and i can imagine them more vividly"
Ugh.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 25 Oct 2015 19:33:43 No.5128174 Report Delete

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>>5098445
>>5098559
Depends on the tranny really. Some are like that, some aren't.

>>5103267
>>5106970
31, and I'm with you two. Where the fuck was this shit when we were in HS hell, right?

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