>8 years old
>getting ready for a move
>parents dump me at aunt/uncles for the night
>aunt leaves for a few hours
>uncle calls me into his office, sits me on his lap, turns on porn and touches me
>lose teddy bear in the move (to a house i was already afraid of), not replaced for 3 months
>13
>leave the house at ~2-3am to go to a convenience store
>notice someone behind me, but think nothing of it
>he waited in a small secluded path i had to take, hidden behind a corner
>jumps at me, knocks me down, i slam my head on the pavement
>lose consciousness, he's already inside me by the time i get it back
>hallucinating bad, surrounded by friends/family/strangers, all laughing at my pain, calling me names
>he finishes and leaves me there
>manage to crawl my way the half-block home, passing out repeatedly
>must've taken hours because the sun was starting to rise when i got in
>got home and slept for hours
>probably severe brain damage
>memory loss, hallucinations, nightmares all the time, severe anxiety, depression, self-worth issues, eating disorder, trust issues, ptsd, the works
>withdraw from all social/education/life
>now 23
>almost-passing transgirl
>still no hope of functioning independantly