saw this on /pol/, and i swear to god this is my fucking doppleganger. who is this person? please help.

are you afraid to die from AIDS?

Is it possible that I am not trans and just autistic and obsessed about my gender? I read a lot about this connection and it makes sense to me because
1. I dislike presenting as either gender
2. I find the sex dichotomy abhorrent and obsolete
3. sexual intercourse disgusts me
4. possibly my attraction to men could be interpreted as a mere desperate wish with fetishistic connotations to be validated as a woman
I also have the male digit ratio which coincides with autism. Should I stop hormones and get on autism medication instead or something?

TheComicalConservative from facebook is quite cringe inducing and ignorant

>try to enema so i can try anal play
>15 mins later think im done and start
>accidentally fart shit water all over the bed

do i kill myself now or later?

Do I pass as a girl? What can I do to better pass besides taking hormones?

FTMs and MTFs, it is suspected that your condition is caused by prenatel hormone exposure. Your digit ratio is also caused by prenatal testostorome exposure. So lets hear your digit ratios.
>digit ratio is length of index finger/length of ring finger
>so the bigger your ring finger is compared with index the more masculine you are
>men's average is 0.95, while women's average is 0.97
>mine is 0.94

>Tfw in order to get hormones i first need to live openly trans for a year
Should i just selfmed?

Ok im coming out as trans at my uni next week
Ive been on hrt for 2 months now.
What should i expect?

I have not come out to anyone, but I identify as a male. My mother is asking questions. My SO (who is bi) think I am not being feminine enough. But I want to know where I stand as a male, on the looks scale. Any crit welcome!