>>5109597Errmmm
Used to be in the same boat.
Be at 17 horny as fuck, always wanted to cross dress and liked sticking stuff up my butt.
Never crossed dressed cause lived with family and seemed too difficult and risky doing so.
Anyways I always felt of self guilt and disgust.
I don't know why.
I guess maybe cause if everyone knew they would be shocked? Idk.
Anyways ffs to today.
Be 19 been on hrt for 7 months.
Lost practically all desire to masterbate or cross dress with kinky shit.
Any cross dressing I do is normal stuff and sane girl would wear.
I bought a prostate massager and in the past 3 months only used it once.
Never really enjoyed it anyways.
Now adays I masterbate like once week before I go to bed.
Mostly cause it helps me sleep and I like to make sure I have a functioning dick.
And even if I do masterbate I'll lose concentration and start watching youtube videos and lose my bonner in seconds and forget I was even jacking off and fall asleep anyways.
Also nothing comes out when I cum.
So no need for crunchy socks or tissues.
With my perverted testosterone driven agp thoughts gone I feel so much more happier in control.
As far as advice I'm not sure what to give you other than keep on doing it cause your doing nothing wrong as long as it doesn't turn into to something that'll get you in trouble.
Like sticking a dragon dildo up your butt and going to the ER.
If you going on hrt in the future don't worry. Those things you do will stop.
Whether you want to or not.