>*Insert fading celebrity coming out gay* >Everyone applauds >Media milks it dry So,/lgbt/, why is media so obsessed with gayness? I thought the whole point of the LGTBQQ movement was to normalize homosexuality?
Plz help /lgbt/ I'm so confused. I've never cared about make up or dresses or anything "girly" in my life, but recently I've been disgusted by the idea of being manly, of having muscles and being tall and growing more hair.
I like imagining myself as a woman, it makes me really happy! But everytime I do I come out as something dykey. Like a lesbian who wears "boy clothes" you know?
I really like the idea of having breasts and I'm starting to hate/be afraid of my flat chest, I feel like I'm holding onto my androgyny by the last hair and soon I'm gonna lose it all and become a manly man. Everythings turning all freaky and I have no idea what gender I want to be or if I just want to stay a boy.
<< pic related I saw this image and now I'm freaking out, suddenly all my gender dysphoria seems like a lie I'm telling myself just because I don't want to grow up or have peter pan syndrome or some shit.
I'm so lost and confused as fuck and I'm already 20 and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
>be me >2014 >be 17 >bisexual guy >change to new school, junior >make friends, everything is fine >one day I see him >8th grade, white, long hair, green eyes, red lips >a greek god >well actually, he's not that stunning, but to me he's perfect >have you felt that? being entirely captivated by someone? Can't get him off of my mind >never talked to him, year passed without any major events >2015, I'm a senior. He's know a sophomore >he grew up during vacations, looks even better now >i'm entirely hipnotized by him >i make several plans to talk to him throughout the year, i never put any in effect though >i start noticing he some times stares at me, you know, like he's checking me or something >we make eye contact several times through the year >i swear one time he smiled at me >it killed me not being able to talk to him >(have you read or watched Death in Venice? If so, that's exactly how it felt) >i went to a party once and he was there, he's literally what i like in guys >he was classy, just talking with other people, smoking in a cool, handsome way >it seems he's also smart, this is too good to be true >never even fucking talked to him >depressed because of this and some other stuff >school ends, I graduate, etc >start forgetting about him, thought i would miss him badly, but it's not so bad
FF today
>best girlfriend calls me >hey, wanna come to my halloween party? >nah, I don't know... >come on, we're gonna get some kids drunk lol, there's gonna be weed, food... >basically, he is going to be there >he's most likely going to get very drunk >thisismychance.jpg >yeah, ok i'm going :)
Now, what should I do? I'm pretty sure he's gonna get drunk. I suspect he might be gay, but I'm not sure... How can I make sure? should I wait till he's drunk and ask him? Ask him about the eye contact, the times he checked me? I'm sure he noticed me doing the same to him. I fucking want to be with him, I think I will love him 100% if we get together. I'm 19 now, he's 16, what do?
