>>5109533>To the transgender people on this board, what made you consider, and eventually take hormones to make yourself the opposite gender, and what age were you when it happened?Well, ok, hear my story.
At the age of 17 I was a lonely, depressed child, still a boy, no puberty yet. Socially rejected, sometimes bullied, I didnt even knew how to properly interact with people, so I spent most of my time playing vidya, sometimes without leaving my home for months. I was total shut-in, scared of society.
Thats just for you to know what kind of person I was at that moment.
So, when I've hit 17, I've suddenly started to like guys just like I've liked the girls before. I've wanted them to notice me, to like me. Also, I've lost any interest in girls.
Good thing I've accepted it pretty easy - just said to myself "lol i guess im gay now".
Then, I've found out that there is a magical thing called hormones what can make you look like a pretty girl and the idea of HRT just got stuck in my head.
I've felt like I need them, but I couldnt explain it logically. I was thinking about it over in over, kept trying to convince myself that Im a boy and its just wrong, but fuck, it never worked.
So, like 4 months later I've decided that this idea wont just get out of my head and I'll never live like a normal male again - so I've tried hormones. And fuck, I loved it.
And please, dont think that Im wrong or something. I've never been a "normal" boy, and never really wanted to be, I just, for some reason, never had the idea of actually becoming a girl.
And from early childhood, I've wanted to be a girl from time to time, when I saw girls naked on tv or etc. I just wanted to have female body.
>>5110038Well, I have BPD, but im 100% mentally healthy. Its just part of my personality, not some kind of disorder.
