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>21m/mtf, started thinking about transitioning half a year ago
>never thought i was trans as a kid
>started hrt 2 months ago, not much effect
>balding (fuckfuckfuckfuck
>unattractive, recognizably masculine face
>virgin
>constantly depressed, lonely for 3 years
>college senior, 4.0, but feel totally worthless
>constantly terrified of future
>cross-dressing makes me feel disgusting
>don't feel like anything, just lonely as fuck
>have a crush on a freshman girl in a class i'm ta-ing, feel fucking disgusting
>my life seems like a joke, i feel like a sadboy pretending to be trans
should i just stop trying to be trans or anything at all really
>never thought i was trans as a kid
>started hrt 2 months ago, not much effect
>balding (fuckfuckfuckfuck
>unattractive, recognizably masculine face
>virgin
>constantly depressed, lonely for 3 years
>college senior, 4.0, but feel totally worthless
>constantly terrified of future
>cross-dressing makes me feel disgusting
>don't feel like anything, just lonely as fuck
>have a crush on a freshman girl in a class i'm ta-ing, feel fucking disgusting
>my life seems like a joke, i feel like a sadboy pretending to be trans
should i just stop trying to be trans or anything at all really
