>>5118464Because it sucked.
After awhile, my body just couldn't take it.
And plus eventually it just made me feel like a piece of human garbage.
As passionate and encouraging as everyone I hung out with was
It was, like, I was expected to just be down for sex, all the time, with anyone and, just
Eventually, like, what was I even doing besides making shitty sketches and songs, none of which I have anymore, and barely remember because I was never sober?
I could feel my life, like, withering away.
That part of my life is just a cess pool.
But I know why I did it and why it was appealing, so
I don't judge others who might. We're all human.
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How do I manage to get so deep all the time
Got too many feels for my own good
