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>be me
>19 years old cis male
>fapping to traps since 14
>two weeks ago started to think myself as a horny trap lusting for cock and strong alpha males to dominate me while fapping because I thought it would be fun
>I liked it
>start thinking on making HRT, surgeries, buying new clothes and finding a strong male but still don't feel any kind of dysphoria because of awesome unnatural intrapersonal understanding and mental control
>realized shit was spinning out of control after a week when I was inserting things in my butt and enjoyning it
>remembered that I have a conservitave family (dad is on the military), live in a conservative neighborhood and in a fuckton conservative country and 90% of my friends are conservative to some point and therefore I can't simply go MtF without dire consequences
>remembered also the most of the MtFs here don't go past 30 years old without being killed/suiciding
>started to lurk /lgbt/ to see if I could find answeners
>discovered what AGP is and that I had it
>after identifying and understanding what it is I started to control it and become a normal "hetero"sexual male again
>no wish for transitioning nor males at all now
>mfw after all of this is over
Has anyone else in here managed to control AGP and potential transitioning or I'm alone?
>19 years old cis male
>fapping to traps since 14
>two weeks ago started to think myself as a horny trap lusting for cock and strong alpha males to dominate me while fapping because I thought it would be fun
>I liked it
>start thinking on making HRT, surgeries, buying new clothes and finding a strong male but still don't feel any kind of dysphoria because of awesome unnatural intrapersonal understanding and mental control
>realized shit was spinning out of control after a week when I was inserting things in my butt and enjoyning it
>remembered that I have a conservitave family (dad is on the military), live in a conservative neighborhood and in a fuckton conservative country and 90% of my friends are conservative to some point and therefore I can't simply go MtF without dire consequences
>remembered also the most of the MtFs here don't go past 30 years old without being killed/suiciding
>started to lurk /lgbt/ to see if I could find answeners
>discovered what AGP is and that I had it
>after identifying and understanding what it is I started to control it and become a normal "hetero"sexual male again
>no wish for transitioning nor males at all now
>mfw after all of this is over
Has anyone else in here managed to control AGP and potential transitioning or I'm alone?
