I want friend who will be huge, strong male and I want be his little friend(even if I'm 5'9" but no buff. No I'm not looking like girl, trap or something ugh). I want him to hugs me, carry me for fun, comforted me etc. Buuut I don't fuck or being fuck by guy, I'm interest in women and want spend my life with woman.
Question: Am I Bi? or just weird?

sorry for my bad english btw