I used to be androgynous, I had soft delicate features, the sweetest angel voice and was confused for a girl a lot but nature played a cruel trick on me because I soon had a massive Cro-magnon caveman head, straight hair with shitty hairline that barely covers 1/3 of my monstrous forehead, narrow horse face that no amount of FFS can fix, and a squeaky fag voice. I look like the quintessential rapist of Slavic descent everyone would be scared to walk by at night including men. I wish I transitioned sooner and was put on puberty blockers asap but I was too retarded to put a few things together and now because of some 4 years of bathing in shitty testosterone I am destined to be a boyfriendless hon forever. What is nature's deal? Why can't I just die? Was I Hitler in my previous life?