>>5131137>Do you have any trans friends? Do you know any trans people personally?Lemme preface this by saying I am MtF and in my 20s.
I was introduced to this one person through friends of friends. This person is basically a cross dressing gay guy who, in the 30s now, sort of wants to transition but is too chicken shit. He started infrequently taking small HRT doses behind his BF's back.
This person idealizes me and puts me on a pedestal. The grew increasingly creepy and touchy feely towards me. Got to be too much inappropriate creepiness so I blocked them out of my life completely.
I have met other trans people in the past, but they have always been weird and creepy. They always put me on a pedestal and it makes me feel really uncomfortable.
I have a few trans friends online who I talk to regularly for years. They are cool as shit and very far away from me, physically.
I used to always open to meeting trans people IRL and having friendships, but they were always so damn creepy and pathetic. It makes me feel really bad to be honest. These days I actually kind of try to avoid them now IRL. Sorry.
I still daydream about meeting another cool trans girl out in the real world who is on my level (socially adjusted, fun, cool, and passes). I think it would be really nice to have a close friend like this, someone who understands what it's like to be trans AND also be a normal healthy and socially adjusted person. inb4 mental illness.
