Is it possible that I am not trans and just autistic and obsessed about my gender? I read a lot about this connection and it makes sense to me because
1. I dislike presenting as either gender
2. I find the sex dichotomy abhorrent and obsolete
3. sexual intercourse disgusts me
4. possibly my attraction to men could be interpreted as a mere desperate wish with fetishistic connotations to be validated as a woman
I also have the male digit ratio which coincides with autism. Should I stop hormones and get on autism medication instead or something?