>>5143220Yeah, i used to fantasize about women as well.
It was always about kissing them tbh, whenever i would talk with my female friends there was always kind of an impulse to make out with them.
Grew out of it, i suppose, but that might just me. You'll find yourself your own way.
Hope you'll have a great college experience, it's really a great period to figure out who you really are as a person.
My first guy was a close friend. we were really comfortable with each other and both first-timers, but i still cringe whenever i think about it.
First times are weird as hell, kek.
Lots of my homo friends had bad first experiences, so i guess i'm lucky though and shouldn't complain.
Also, no need to feel bad or anything, it's pretty common for us fags to be virgins even at mid twenties etc due to different circumstances and there's not even much of a social stigma tbh so who cares.
No need to rush or anything, pretty sure a horrible first experience would be more bad than good along the way.
You sound like a genuinely good guy btw, anon, 10/10 would befriend.
>>5143312It's just that i'm super comfy under my blankets listening to piano music semi-sleepy, i take so long to type, ha.
