>be me
>2014
>be 17
>bisexual guy
>change to new school, junior
>make friends, everything is fine
>one day I see him
>8th grade, white, long hair, green eyes, red lips
>a greek god
>well actually, he's not that stunning, but to me he's perfect
>have you felt that? being entirely captivated by someone? Can't get him off of my mind
>never talked to him, year passed without any major events
>2015, I'm a senior. He's know a sophomore
>he grew up during vacations, looks even better now
>i'm entirely hipnotized by him
>i make several plans to talk to him throughout the year, i never put any in effect though
>i start noticing he some times stares at me, you know, like he's checking me or something
>we make eye contact several times through the year
>i swear one time he smiled at me
>it killed me not being able to talk to him
>(have you read or watched Death in Venice? If so, that's exactly how it felt)
>i went to a party once and he was there, he's literally what i like in guys
>he was classy, just talking with other people, smoking in a cool, handsome way
>it seems he's also smart, this is too good to be true
>never even fucking talked to him
>depressed because of this and some other stuff
>school ends, I graduate, etc
>start forgetting about him, thought i would miss him badly, but it's not so bad

FF today

>best girlfriend calls me
>hey, wanna come to my halloween party?
>nah, I don't know...
>come on, we're gonna get some kids drunk lol, there's gonna be weed, food...
>basically, he is going to be there
>he's most likely going to get very drunk
>thisismychance.jpg
>yeah, ok i'm going :)

Now, what should I do? I'm pretty sure he's gonna get drunk. I suspect he might be gay, but I'm not sure... How can I make sure? should I wait till he's drunk and ask him? Ask him about the eye contact, the times he checked me? I'm sure he noticed me doing the same to him. I fucking want to be with him, I think I will love him 100% if we get together. I'm 19 now, he's 16, what do?