>>5147366I've contemplated it a couple of times in the past.
Then, I came to the realization that wether I commit suicide or not, I'll end up dying somedau anyway. Death is something I will experience no matter what.
However, I have no guarantee that I'm going to experience life again. Maybe this is the only time I will ever live, so, why not just do it as much as I can?
Thinking about it made me realize that suicide is not a solution, but a shorcut. In the end, all the reasons that led me to contemplate it won't matter at all. Thinking about that led me to be more a little bit more carefree in general.
I think it's good not to be afraid of the nothingness that might await us, since we're all going there. But being afraid of living it's not really practical, since nothing can harm us in a way that death itself won't fix in the end.
I try to keep in mind that there's a lot of happiness waiting for me to experience it while my fate gets fullfiled. Why rush things when we can stop and enjoy them?
I hope this helps you a little.
