I'm a cock loving bottom bitch faggot, and it's not the fact that its gay that bothers me, it's just that this side of me serves no real purpose and isn't beneficial to my life in any way, which is why I've repressed it to depths of my being. It would be different if I were a normal gay guy and was capable of loving men, but I only feel that sort of attraction to females, so nothing fulfilling can come out of it, it's just pure hedonism, the fat of my soul that can never be removed.
