>>5150028>Did any of you start out as bi?No. But I thought of myself as bi for some time, during my bargaining phase which came after denial and anger.
I thought that maybe if I force myself to fap to girls, and try to go out with them, I'd develop attraction towards them eventually and will be able to have a normal life like everyone else.
Didn't work though, never been able to get an erection for a girl.
>Did your interest in performing oral on a man, or Bottoming, overtake your desire to Top for either gender?I think I was always more into bottoming in my fantasies, until I've actually tried it. Turned out it hurts like hell. Didn't like topping either, because apparently most guys don't care enough to clean their bowels for hours.
Now I only do oral, and I enjoy both giving and receiving in equal measure. And of course stuff like cuddling. Though being submissive is still kind of a fetish of mine.
