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Gender Dysphoric or just a Manchild

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Plz help /lgbt/ I'm so confused.
I've never cared about make up or dresses or anything "girly" in my life, but recently I've been disgusted by the idea of being manly, of having muscles and being tall and growing more hair.

I like imagining myself as a woman, it makes me really happy! But everytime I do I come out as something dykey. Like a lesbian who wears "boy clothes" you know?

I really like the idea of having breasts and I'm starting to hate/be afraid of my flat chest, I feel like I'm holding onto my androgyny by the last hair and soon I'm gonna lose it all and become a manly man. Everythings turning all freaky and I have no idea what gender I want to be or if I just want to stay a boy.

<< pic related I saw this image and now I'm freaking out, suddenly all my gender dysphoria seems like a lie I'm telling myself just because I don't want to grow up or have peter pan syndrome or some shit.

I'm so lost and confused as fuck and I'm already 20 and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH