>>5151047Well, that sounds like it's going well for you, but for a soppy bandersnatch like me I don't know who I'm supposed to be putting myself out there to, or where; and it's not for a lack of trying, that should be evident given I've been willing to try hooking up.
There comes a point where trying for something seems stupid and like a waste of time, and this is one of those things. And eventually, a refusal to accept my circumstance will either lead to obsession or self destructive behavior.
Better off just dealing with it.