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>tfw as a kid I enjoyed taking my time reading, paying full attention to the words and immersing myself completely in the story
>now that I'm older and aware of how short life is I just mechanically read the words in an attempt to learn as much as possible, feeling little emotional connection to the books, often not even processing the story as my mind wanders to unrelated thoughts
>now that I'm older and aware of how short life is I just mechanically read the words in an attempt to learn as much as possible, feeling little emotional connection to the books, often not even processing the story as my mind wanders to unrelated thoughts
