As you become more well-read, does anyone else have trouble mentally sorting all the knowledge, impressions, images, ideologies, and so on in their head? I can't ever identify with anything anymore like I could when I was younger and now the world is very confusing and contradictory and so on. I also find myself mostly unable to feel sympathy, unable to form confident thoughts, unable to pin down my identity in any way, unable to meaningfully connect one day to another.

What should I read for this?