>>25198334I see. I'm luck that I'm still young and that I'm not as ill as you, I don't mean to be offensive when I say that. I have come to terms with the way I am and although sometimes it can be a bit much, I still have panic attacks and I get into moods easily, although they are rare nowadays. I enjoy being me. I use my problems to create new worlds to write about and keep me sane. I find it hard to describe truly how all this affected me and talking about it hurts a little. I can't imagine what it must be like for you. I don't know your life. I don't know what exactly is wrong with you and what you have been through but I honestly hope you get better and hopefully you can live a happy life. Whatever happens, don't let them take away what makes you well you. Don't let them destroy you creativity or your reason to enjoy something, have a mind of your own. I have no idea if I'm making and sense or not.
